Ines Izarnotegui Lay

Note: Sorry if this doesn’t make sense all together for you. It was my freestyle thinking early in the morning.

There are so very few people who can really listen to you. (more…)

I remember I was not 20 years old yet.. but I cannot remember how old I was. Maybe 16 maybe 19.

And I was asking. So, what about love?
I heard some people say: I love the way she/he is.
Ok. What if she/he was different. Is he/she not worth loving then?

Now I remember how old I am. (I actually had to think about it). I am 24 years young.

And I was asking. So, what about love?
Do we know we are to love someone because of compatibility?
Because of similarities, blah.
Don’t they say we are mostly the way we are because of the environment we grew up in?
So… to say I love someone just because they way they are.
I think I am really just loving and refering to the result of the influences of environment and people who’ve been around that person.
So THAT I would call: circumstantial love.
I no like it.

I have to say something important here. (Naive attempt to make sense of my oddness, perhaps)

¡¡¡I have slept 4 hours in the last 2 nights!!!

And I love someone just because I am made to love him, she, …me.

I guess I could also add, I love just the way he/she decides to be.
Regardless of circumstances, suggesting voices, influence and dictatorship attempts…

Because love is not influenced.
Excuses are over.
I choose to love because of love.

Mood:Extremely sleepy and alive!!!

I am currently at my sister’s. I will help her wrap Paula’s books for her FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!!

This weekend we had a conference at Church and the guest speaker was from Israel. (more…)

Mood: Dispair in joy

I am functional. I do things. (performing or capable of performing)
But so many times I feel so fed up with my current status.

Am I missing something?
Am I capable to run instead of crawl through these waves of need?
Sometimes I want to fight and scream my guts out…  What for?
She’s nuts. That’s all I’d probably get.
I get it anyway on a regular basis.

Is my passion bigger than my understanding? (more…)