Dance? Maybe not… :-? Elías will study!!!!!
The last few days have been a little hard for me. I’ve been feeling really really out of motivation.
I guess I feel like the dancing thing really won’t happen.
I remember when I was a kid, I would look through advertisements, thinking I could study something. I would picture how the building look like, and the people in it, and me going there to learn something… But it never happened.
I’m afraid the same is going to happen here.
One happy happy happy thing is: Elías is going to study!!!
My younger brother, 16 years old. The 5th of us and the 1st actually finishing High School 
We almost thought we wouldn’t make it for him to study. Then we found a place that is not as expensive as College and good at the same time. But, then my Mom said we might have to wait a semester for him to star studying.
Then… we realized he would probably loose motivation, and 6 months without studying could not be good for him.
We decided we would sacrifice whatever we could, and eat beans or rice with a fried egg everyday, to make Elias go to school. But we might not be alone in this
Now, we have some help and donations of some friends and through Freedom Road Ministry
We are still trying to figure out how to cover the tuition.
But at least for now, Elias will be able to start studying right away!!!
He already went to an informational meeting and I think classes start 1st week of Feb.
I am personally struggling these days with some memories from Atlanta. Specially wondering why people who swore to be my friends and almost family stop speaking to me.
The paradox prayer comes to mind… But is hard to believe I’m loved.
AH!!! I have headaches some days. I’ve had them for years. I think it happens when I feel I have no use. But, one way I’ve found my way out of it, is simply pray for others. And specially thank God for what He does. I have a place to live. I am not phisically tortured, nor persecuted in my country. Since I was a kid, I always apreciated that. I couldn’t believe how much freedom we have.
But there is still a lot of corruption to fight.
So, I don’t want to go to sleep because I feel weak.
My life is too good…
Sweet Girl!
You do have people in the Atlanta area who are crazy about you. Try to remember us when the bad memories start to come in. I don’t know why some of those you thought were your friends loved you and did what they did. I pray that our loving Papa God will heal those wounded places as only He can. Trust Him with your destiny even as we all do. I am holding you in my heart and praying for you.
I’m happy for your brother.
Hold onto Jesus! He is holding onto you!
Love, love, love!
Sue
Just to let y’all know… I am aware that in Atlanta I count on people from JFBC, and The Well, and Shaun!!! And Bethany and Leah…and more…LoL and in my comment I just meant a couple of people, I didn’t even mean Austin… I just don’t want to mention specific names… but, is like I first felt as part of their family and then felt like I was some sort of peruvian pet all along… Not something that should be given much attention, hehe.
Is not important anymore.