I remember I was not 20 years old yet.. but I cannot remember how old I was. Maybe 16 maybe 19.
And I was asking. So, what about love?
I heard some people say: I love the way she/he is.
Ok. What if she/he was different. Is he/she not worth loving then?
Now I remember how old I am. (I actually had to think about it). I am 24 years young.
And I was asking. So, what about love?
Do we know we are to love someone because of compatibility?
Because of similarities, blah.
Don’t they say we are mostly the way we are because of the environment we grew up in?
So… to say I love someone just because they way they are.
I think I am really just loving and refering to the result of the influences of environment and people who’ve been around that person.
So THAT I would call: circumstantial love.
I no like it.
I have to say something important here. (Naive attempt to make sense of my oddness, perhaps)
¡¡¡I have slept 4 hours in the last 2 nights!!!
And I love someone just because I am made to love him, she, …me.
I guess I could also add, I love just the way he/she decides to be.
Regardless of circumstances, suggesting voices, influence and dictatorship attempts…
Because love is not influenced.
Excuses are over.
I choose to love because of love.
Mood:Extremely sleepy and alive!!!
I am currently at my sister’s. I will help her wrap Paula’s books for her FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL!!!!
This weekend we had a conference at Church and the guest speaker was from Israel. Read the rest of this entry »
Mood: Dispair in joy
I am functional. I do things. (performing or capable of performing)
But so many times I feel so fed up with my current status.
Am I missing something?
Am I capable to run instead of crawl through these waves of need?
Sometimes I want to fight and scream my guts out… What for?
She’s nuts. That’s all I’d probably get.
I get it anyway on a regular basis.
Is my passion bigger than my understanding? Read the rest of this entry »
I’m in a good mood 
“Wounded, yet standing, I wonder, Is Love Alive?”
February the 14th is such a comercial date…blah blah blah we all know it…
I am blessed being born in a country that celebrates Friendship and not only couples then!!!
I can say Amen to what Diana said today. It really was the best February the 14th… EVER!!!!!
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“I have been way far from being perfect in my actions and words.
The consecuences fall over my heart before they hit the ground before your eyes.” Read the rest of this entry »
I am going on a mission’s trip with my church. I am teaching about evangelistic drama there.
And presenting a skit.
So getting ready for it…yesterday was a very interesting day. Read the rest of this entry »
Headache!!!!
Just got some new rubber bands on. They hurt permanently!!!! Oh well…
Today I had an english class… fun…fun… And also learned that I am to give a workshop this weekend for our Church’s youth mission’s trip. Evangelistic Mime and Drama…I wonder… what can I say about mime….? 
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The last few days have been a little hard for me. I’ve been feeling really really out of motivation. Read the rest of this entry »
There is a big conference going on and I have been very busy because I was helping in different areas. I haven’t been part of my Church on a regular basis in probably a couple of years, so this feels different. Read the rest of this entry »
I got a call from the US the other day. My GED manual is on it’s way here!
Over 1300 pages of beautiful knowledge traveling and waiting for me to devour… ñom ñom! Read the rest of this entry »
Today I started teaching spanish!!!!
That was good. Although today was a hard day to start… feeling blue and wondery… Read the rest of this entry »